It’s been a while since I did my last post.
In all fairness, I haven’t been in the best of places.
As some of you who follow my blog may know, I am not always the happiest of people, and recently I have felt very down. I feel that I don’t seem to be living a life, more a case of I seem to be just going through the motions. I do the same job day in, day out. I have no real friends that I can reallly say that if I rang them up they would come to my aid. It reminds me of one of my favorite songs that I have mentioned in past post by NIN (nine inch nail) every day is exactly the same. This is how i’m feeling at the moment, and it drives me insane, something needs to change, and maybe something I found may just fix that.
I have applied to allot of agencies in the USA to try and get some sort of work out there, but usually the price they charge for the H2B VISA application is outrages, but the other day I was contacted by a group who supplied the VISA that’s very good price and supplied the sort of work I was looking for, so I applied.
The rest of the story is still untold at the moment, but hopefully I will be seeing allot of you in the great land of opportunity very soon.
Mikle Out. X
Well another interesting night down the pub. Started off dull, but the music (as cheesy as it was) started flowing, and I have now just added my name to the pub as one of the builders by helping install a new make shift umbrella to shelter us from the sun/rain, being the unpredictable country this is.
On another note, I have finally worked out a saving Skeem to get over to the USA next year for VidCon. The only downfall is that it means only 1 night a week drinking. Its gonna be hard but well worth it.
On an even better note, I have just heard for the last hour, the music is gonna be… Wait for it…. Pop punk, hell yeah, some blink, abit of sum 41, roll on the good old days.
Anyway untill next time……
P.S sorry no pictures this time but the windows phone version of WordPress is not the easiest to negotiate.
Sorry it’s been a while, but I’ve been in a bit of a funk.
I don’t know how to explain it really, work is going well, money is good, but I’m just not happy right now. I just don’t know what to do. There seems to be nothing to get me excited about life at the moment, I wake up, wash, go to work, then go home, day in, day out. then on the weekend, like tonight I decide to go down the pub. But I sat there for a while, had two quick drinks, and thought what’s the point. I was there just because that’s what I do on a Friday night, and I was bored out of my mind. There seems to be nothing at the moment that really gets me going, no challenges, no different experiences, just every week, same as the last one, and it’s really starting to annoy me now. but what to do.
I’ve already missed out on the two things that I wanted to do this year, one being VIDCON, and two being SITC, which I intend to do next year, but I want to travel the USA as well. I missed out on the gap year fun all my friends had because I never went to Uni, I went straight from school, to full time college, then straight to work. but now I’m even more stuck because I bought a house, before I was really ready, and now I’m stuck with bill, after bill, with no chance of doing what I really want to do, and I think that is what gets me down more than anything, the fact that I have all these dreams, and no way to fund them because of the commitment I already have.
Anyway, enough of the rambles tonight. I’ll be back doing my weekly post from now on.
LOL (lots of love, not Laugh out load)