Sorry it’s been a while, but I’ve been in a bit of a funk.
I don’t know how to explain it really, work is going well, money is good, but I’m just not happy right now. I just don’t know what to do. There seems to be nothing to get me excited about life at the moment, I wake up, wash, go to work, then go home, day in, day out. then on the weekend, like tonight I decide to go down the pub. But I sat there for a while, had two quick drinks, and thought what’s the point. I was there just because that’s what I do on a Friday night, and I was bored out of my mind. There seems to be nothing at the moment that really gets me going, no challenges, no different experiences, just every week, same as the last one, and it’s really starting to annoy me now. but what to do.
I’ve already missed out on the two things that I wanted to do this year, one being VIDCON, and two being SITC, which I intend to do next year, but I want to travel the USA as well. I missed out on the gap year fun all my friends had because I never went to Uni, I went straight from school, to full time college, then straight to work. but now I’m even more stuck because I bought a house, before I was really ready, and now I’m stuck with bill, after bill, with no chance of doing what I really want to do, and I think that is what gets me down more than anything, the fact that I have all these dreams, and no way to fund them because of the commitment I already have.
Anyway, enough of the rambles tonight. I’ll be back doing my weekly post from now on.
LOL (lots of love, not Laugh out load)