To Dream

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Hey Guys

So its been a good weekend, (for a change), Met some new people, and for once, actually enjoyed it. I went down my old local for a few drinks, and it started out as a slow night. This was until midnight, when a party, down the road had finished, and the few people left standing dreamdecided to come down the pub. There was a variety of people, some, normal, (well as normal as the people I know),some Scottish, (well some one has to be), then there was a few people from London, Theatre going people, and one very interesting Mexican, who enjoyed lying on the Pool table, which was very distasteful =P. But there was one girl, who as drunk as she was, made some very good points. She started the conversation as anyone would, where are you from, what do you do. Then she took me by surprise and said are you happy, and if not why, and what do you want to do. I didn’t really now how to respond, “I know I don’t like my life, and I know I want to be in America”. It was strange, I had never answered that quick before to a question, I don’t know weather it was because I had a few drinks, or they just caught me off guard, but it got me thinking, why have I settled down so easily, I’m still young (ISH), and I still have allot to give, why should I not pursue my dreams. I know the main reason is financial security, but what is the point in that if all you’re doing is securing a future of boredom and misery.

Anyway, that’s enough for now.

Till next time…….

Art By  TakeTheMomen



Sleep Is A Challenge

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Hey Guys……


Well today’s been an awesome day.  Just been to Comic Con at the NEC in Birmingham, and once again an excellent day, bought plenty of stuff I don’t need, got to see loads of cosplay and sci-fi costumes, and it just made me feel happy to see so many friendly faces.

Anyway time for another WordPress challenge

What kind of sleeper are you? Do you drop off like a stone and awaken refreshed, or do you need pitch black and silence to drift off to dream?

Well I’m a very bad sleeper,  It takes along time for me to get to sleep, which is why most of my posts are done early hours of the morning, just one of the many ways to try and tire myself out.  The problem I have is my mind is always working in over drive, I mean, it Imagejust never shuts down.  There isn’t just a single thing that I’m thinking about, it is everything all at once, flying back and forth round my head all at the same time.  Whether it’s work, finance, or just a song I heard but can’t place the artist.  The only thing I have found that gets me to sleep is a few pints, just because it slows me down.

Once I’m asleep though I still have the problem of being woken up by the slightest sound, and it doesn’t help with the fact that I have the worlds loudest neighbours.

Every night my sleep is broken up, I’ll wake up several times throughout the night, which makes me feel even worse in the morning.  But the one thing that annoys me, which has happened this weekend, twice now, is when I have a day off, with plenty of time to lay in bed and catch up on my sleep, I end up waking really early and being wide awake so I have to get up.  And like tonight, I have work in the morning, and i’m still wide awake, with no chance of getting to sleep for a good few hours yet, but at the same time all I want is to lay in my bed pass out and have a nice sleep all the way through and wake up refreshed.

Anyway, enough rambling for now

Speak to you all soon…..

Art By  ferwar